My life has been stuck at a “synchronous call” to my dream. Everything that i am planning or had planned is in wait for the result that I am waiting for.
If you happen to be an engineer then it’s fully understandable to you what a synchronous execution is. However, if you are not then let me expalin you a little.
A synchronous execution is an execution in which only one task is executed at a moment and all other processes wait untill that task isn’t finished.
So, I had a dream and I am working hard for it to make it true. My all other plans towards my life aim are on hold just because of that one particular dream. Whenever I was trying to do something out of way, I had this thing in my mind that I must wait until my dream come true.
- I wasn’t switching my job; i was waiting for my dream to come true.
- I wasn’t setting up my computer (without which i can’t live); i was waiting for my dream to come true.
These were only few little things that i can metion here. But there are lot of which I didn’t do just because of the reason that “I am waiting for the results of my dream”. I do pray (and request you to pray for me as well) for a +ve result of my dream but now i have planned that i should not wait for the result. I am hoping for the positive response but meanwhile I am going to prepare myself to live for the negative response as well.
Yeah, I have decided now. I have decided not to live my life like an synchronous call to some process which is being stuck in process eating up millions of process’ clock cycles. I am going to treat my dream as asynchornous call to a method, planning and executing my other plans as well and the result is:
- I am going to join new company, finally (but which one, i still have to decide)
- I am going to setup my new PC; it’d be either a desktop or some laptop.
I am going to “hope for the best” and going to “prepare myself for the worst” 🙂